I felt the most pure/raw emotion.

Ah my heart could burst and I could fly

That is the amount of joy I feel today

Like you were tugging on hope for so long

But hope wasn’t there to stay.

I swam and swam

Fluttered like penguin

Took a deep breath and held it for five

Is this a small win.

To not see you there

Undoubtedly I have accepted my pettiness

But oh my darling let me have this my way,

I will meet my miseries and insecurities some other day,

Don’t you worry they are here to stay,

But oh sweetest boy let me breath this cloud of pink stardust, let it last it may.

How dearly he tugs her arm

Armoured she will be

He will be the best partner

Let them be blessed thee,

I wonder who I am

Jostling like a limp-less maniac

Succumbing to my fairy-flatoons

And gold smeared frames,

But I am a bit relieved in this moment

I will forget it yesterday.